Thoughts/Writings/Things of interest.

 

The realisation

the realisation is not not what it seems

waking up and feeling

you’re broken at the seams

a bottle down and i feel incomplete

the feeling that you know

is just another day

wake up and do the same thing

strain another day, do the same thing

hey we all do it, the rat-race we all do

repeat myself in the same sentence

and it seems okay

but we all know it’s a repeat

like your favorite tv show  

but all will be okay

because you know it’s another day

but yet again you fall

lost to all

again you do the same thing

nothing to all

wake up again feel happy again

sleep with the whole world

again we do the dance with your distain

the colour is different

a disconnection to one self

feel the same always, but we’re always happy

relate to what we love

but god we’re unsure

hey okay we shall wake again

and be the same

like myself, like what’s sane

peace?

brain-food:

Watch 12 minutes of ‘Metro: Last Light’ footage
I really LOVED the cinematic aspect of the gameplay, especially the fabric flapping through the train. That alone was just beautiful to me. 
I love the weapon selections, although one or two seem a little ineffective.
4A-Games & THQ did a really excellent job with this. I thoroughly enjoyed all 12 minutes, so i’m going to be really excited next year to get my hands on this game and to feel it out for myself. 
Lastly, this picture is fucking badass. 

brain-food:

Watch 12 minutes of ‘Metro: Last Light’ footage

  • I really LOVED the cinematic aspect of the gameplay, especially the fabric flapping through the train. That alone was just beautiful to me. 
  • I love the weapon selections, although one or two seem a little ineffective.
  • 4A-Games & THQ did a really excellent job with this. I thoroughly enjoyed all 12 minutes, so i’m going to be really excited next year to get my hands on this game and to feel it out for myself. 
  • Lastly, this picture is fucking badass. 

(Source: gamefreaksnz)

Random post.

3am.

Not sure what to do.

Just gonna write some random thoughts I guess…

It’s weird having leave from work, like honesty… I’m not too sure when people have time off and I am sitting here at this odd time of the morning feeling kind of alone, which is not obviously the fault of any of the people close to me. They just have jobs to go to during the week…. it’s just so odd having leave from work…

My sleep patterns have been altered, and I don’t feel tired but I just feel like someone should be here.

It’s not a bad feeling, but it’s not a good feeling.

Just listening to music right now, talking to a good friend in another place. He said he’d love to be here and drink but obviously that can’t happen.

Also thinking of a special someone, they may not know who they are. But I think of this person. Her. I do adore her. It sucks, I feel like I cannot just say what I feel.

Remember I am just writing out current thoughts. And those thoughts are just me in a current state of mind.

Anyways, I think it’s just time to sleep….

Think properly tomorrow I will (shameless yoda type speak)

Does anyone want a horrible fucked up portrait of themselves? Reply on tumblr or via facebook.

Does anyone want a horrible fucked up portrait of themselves? Reply on tumblr or via facebook.

A rare day.

I have not written in well over 4 months, had a complete writers block. Unsure why really. I just have not been in the mood, but some how something just clicked. The following is my latest poem, or mind release, I don’t know.

29/5/2011

Safe where I am

but not here

safety is elseware

which is in a sense hard to explain

definitely not sure 

sitting quietly

but revealling all

losing my knowledge

finding and not being aware

of where this will take me

still being in the same mindset

fidgeting, so shakey

borderline insanity, unstable person

but looking to change

be aware, being me

being here and being alive

Found this the other day, thought it was cool:

The roses bloom so beautifully because they are not trying to become lotuses, and the lotuses bloom so beautifully because they have not heard legends of other flowers. Everything in nature goes so beautifully in accord because nobody is trying to compete with anybody, nobody is trying to become anyone else. Everything is the way it is.

brain-food:

mikeypizzle:

danhacker:

The WonderCon ‘Green Lantern’ Footage

Warner Bros has released the full 4-minutes of footage from ‘Green Lantern’ that was recently shown at WonderCon & CinemaCon. This footage has far more finished CGI scenes than were previously seen in the first so-so trailer for ‘Green Lantern’. The CGI costume Ryan Reynolds wears in the film looks far more impressive and believable in this new footage.

Even if this is nothing more than a sizzle reel, it looks great and lessons my initial fears about this film. I absolutely love that we get to see so many different alien designs in this new footage.

I highly recommend watching the new WonderCon ‘Green Lantern’ footage in HD at apple to get an even better look at the detail for the costume and alien designs.

‘Green Lantern’ hits theaters everywhere this Summer on June 17th.

Before this trailer i was simply excited for the movie because of my love of DC Comics and Green Lantern….But watching this trailer i literally got chills while Ryan Reynolds was speaking the Oath……Color me green with excitement…

At first I was hesitant with Ryan Reynolds being Green Lantern in general. I did all the eye rolling and hate speeches all throughout my work place while simultaneously flicking off all our Green Lantern rings off our counter. But seeing this footage, and like Mikey said above when he started speaking the Oath, I became a believer. I also want to believe this movie will be really good. But when it comes down to comic movies this year, Thor is still in the lead with being the most promising. 

fuckyeahtattoos:

The Christchurch Cathedral, which lost its spire in the earthquake here on February 22 2011. The 7.1 above it I got earlier - the February earthquake was actually an aftershock of the 7.1 on September 4 2010, but February was what hit us hard - over 180 people were killed and a lot of iconic buildings were munted.

fuckyeahtattoos:

The Christchurch Cathedral, which lost its spire in the earthquake here on February 22 2011. The 7.1 above it I got earlier - the February earthquake was actually an aftershock of the 7.1 on September 4 2010, but February was what hit us hard - over 180 people were killed and a lot of iconic buildings were munted.

(Source: fuckyeahtattoos)

Under

where in what way

this isn’t again how I imagined

the boat sails and sinks

afloat underneath the surface

a dark surface, concrete and unsettled

settled and stormy

this way, and only that way

unfortunate, this I am

to be so unprivilaged

yet so rich with life

flowing and stopping

into myself

pinch me, I must be screaming, silently.